Finding Peace Beyond Medicine
A personal reflection on experiencing deep inner peace through MDMA and the journey of learning to access that same state without relying on anything external.
Walk With Me- Lessons, Stories, and Reflections
Observation
Sometimes the stories we tell ourselves begin before a conversation even starts. This weekend reminded me how much space opens when we lead with observation instead of interpretation.
Until Then
When I turned fifty, something softened. Ceremony showed me glimpses of truth, but everyday life made it blurry again. Maybe the full truth, even the hidden layers of this world,...
The Fear of Death
Most people don’t fear death itself. They fear dying with something still inside them. A dream unfulfilled, a truth left unsaid, a life half-lived. But once you face that possibility...
Back by Popular Demand: Limited Edition Hapés Blends Just for You!
I'm thrilled to share that some of my most loved hapés blends are back, but only in limited quantities at this time!
Spiritual Warrior Brotherhood Sacred Medicine Retreat July 29th-31st, 2022.
The brotherhood is calling! It's time again to come together in sacred ceremony. It's time drop the walls you’ve put around yourself and be surrounded with your brothers. It's time...
I Had to Be Destroyed to Find Out Who I AM
I love this quote. It echoes all over my being as true. I was getting in my own way of my healing. I have self sabotaged myself with alcohol, drugs,...
Post ceremony reflections: on being vulnerable
Post ceremony reflections: on being vulnerable This weekend was our first Men's ceremony of this year, the gathering of the sacred brotherhood. Men come together from many places and from...
Post Ceremony Reflections: Flow, transmuting emotions through music.
There is something special happening here when I tap into this sacred flow. I feel my heart takes over, and the mind disconnects. A sense of harmony fills the air,...
My Friend Bob
When Bob wanted to talk with you, there was nothing more important than what he wanted to tell and he delivered the message the only way Papa Bob knows...by not...
You are the Medicine
The most important element, the catalyst of deep-rooted emotional healing and transformation is YOU.
Ayahuasca, the Divine Surgeon
Like a surgeon, he cannot operate on you when you're awake, in conscious state. He needs the anesthesia to do the work, so your mind is no longer at play...